Let Down Your Nets and Follow Me

"He said to Simon, “Put out into the deep water and let down your nets for a catch.” Simon responded and said, “Master, we worked hard all night and caught nothing, but I will do as You say and let down the nets.” And when they had done this, they caught a great quantity of fish, and their nets began to tear; so they signaled to their partners in the other boat to come and help them. And they came and filled both of the boats, to the point that they were sinking. But when Simon Peter saw this, he fell down at Jesus’ knees, saying, “Go away from me, Lord, for I am a sinful man!” For amazement had seized him and all his companions because of the catch of fish which they had taken; and likewise also were James and John, sons of Zebedee, who were partners with Simon. And Jesus said to Simon, “Do not fear; from now on you will be catching people.” When they had brought their boats to land, they left everything and followed Him." – Luke 5: 4-11

"So he said to them, "Cast the net over the right side of the boat and you will find something." So they cast it, and were not able to pull it in because of the number of fish. So the disciple whom Jesus loved said to Peter, "It is the Lord." When Simon Peter heard that it was the Lord, he tucked in his garment, for he was lightly clad, and jumped into the sea… And when he had said this, he said to him, "Follow me." - John 21: 6-7, 19

Both of these stories begin the same way. Peter spends the entire night fishing without catching a thing. Returning to shore with nothing to show for his hard work, Jesus tells him to lower his nets for a catch. Peter does as he was instructed and catches so many fish that his nets were beginning to tear. In the first story, Jesus tells Peter that he was going to make him a fisher of men. In the second story, Jesus tells Peter to take up his rightful place as leader of the Church. In both stories, Jesus tells Peter to follow him.

Like most parents, I get a great deal of joy sitting in the bleachers watching my children play their youth sports. We get to cheer for them when they do well and comfort them when they don’t. Mine is a position of observation and support. But when it comes to Team Jesus, we are not called to be just observers. We are called to be active participants.

Through our baptisms we become disciples of Christ. Jesus has a mission for each and every one of us. He wants us to lower our nets and trust that he will do the impossible. He wants us to trust in him and to follow him without fear.

Spoiler alert – Jesus is eternal. The past, the present, and the future are all the same moment for him. If he asks you to do something for him, he already knows the outcome and what you will need to succeed. There is nothing we need to fear no matter how difficult the request appears to be. There is nothing we cannot accomplish if we act in union with his will.

Let down your nets. Let go and follow him.

Guilty!

I woke as into a dream and found myself standing amid all of humanity, every person who had ever lived. We were in what appeared to be a courtroom. At the head of the room was the judge's bench raised high above the crowd. The son of man appeared before the bench shackled in chains. The devil entered the courtroom and took his place in the judgement seat. He sneered at the son of man who stood before him.

“You have volunteered to bear the punishment for the sins of all the people of the world.” The devil barked. “I demand them to plead for the crimes committed.”

“On the charge that you have failed to love God with your whole heart, how do you plead?”

“Guilty!” yelled all of humanity in one voice that rocked the heavens.

“On the charge that you have taken this man’s name in vain…”

“Guilty!”

“On keeping the sabbath day holy…..”

“Murder…..”

“Guilty!”

“Hatred….”

“Guilty!!!!!”

One by one the devil listed out every sin of mankind. One by one humanity cried out their guilt. When every sin had been listed the devil asked, “Does anyone wish to take this man’s place?”

The silence that followed was deafening.

“Does anyone wish to join him in facing the just punishment for these crimes?”

Again, not even a whisper was heard.

“Then he alone will bear the punishment due.” The devil was ecstatic. His joy could not be contained. “The punishment is death. How do you wish this punishment be carried out?”

“Crucify him! Crucify him! Crucify him!”

“Let it be done according to your will.” The devil slammed the gavel down and the trial was finished.

Jesus died for our sins. He bore the punishment for all of humanity. He did so out of love for us.

He did so because we demanded it from him.

Room or Tomb

The Resurrection

“But on the first day of the week, at early dawn, they came to the tomb bringing the spices which they had prepared. And they found the stone rolled away from the tomb, but when they entered, they did not find the body of the Lord Jesus. While they were perplexed about this, behold, two men suddenly stood near them in gleaming clothing; and as the women were terrified and bowed their faces to the ground, the men said to them, “Why are you seeking the living One among the dead? He is not here, but He has risen. Remember how He spoke to you while He was still in Galilee, saying that the Son of Man must be handed over to sinful men, and be crucified, and on the third day rise from the dead.” And they remembered His words, and returned from the tomb and reported all these things to the eleven, and to all the rest. Now these women were Mary Magdalene, Joanna, and Mary the mother of James; also the other women with them were telling these things to the apostles. But these words appeared to them as nonsense, and they would not believe the women. Nevertheless, Peter got up and ran to the tomb; and when he stooped and looked in, he *saw the linen wrappings only; and he went away to his home, marveling at what had happened.”

Luke 24: 1-12

The accounts of the resurrection in the various gospels have Jesus appearing to many people when he rose. Some say that Mary Magdalen was the first to see the risen Lord. He appeared to the Eleven, to five-hundred of the brethren, and to two disciples on the road to Emmaus. The one person that scripture never says Jesus appeared to was his mother, Mary. Some naturally believe she would have been the first person he would have appeared to. Others use it as a jab at the Holy Mother to say that she wasn’t really that important in the grand scheme of things. There is much speculation as to why it is not written. I will offer mine. This is just a personal belief, not one taught by the Church, but I don’t believe it goes against any Church teaching or tradition. This is just food for thought and nothing more. Take it with a grain of salt.

Through the divine mercy of God, Mary was conceived without the stain original of sin, immaculate in body, soul, and spirit. The Church teaches that this freed her from the desire to sin and is how she remained sinless through her entire life. Having an immaculate heart gives Mary the capacity to love as God loves; to love sacrificially and without limit. It is through this capacity to love that Love himself became incarnate in the person of Jesus. Through the immaculate heart of Mary came the Sacred Heart of Jesus and through the Sacred Heart of Jesus came the immaculate heart of Mary.

Mary’s immaculate heart is what enabled her to say yes to the offer to be the mother of God. She gave no thought to herself or what saying yes to that offer would mean. She only wished to do the will of the Father. When she presented Jesus in the temple, she was told by Simeon that a sword would pierce her heart. The heart of every parent is their children and in hearing Simeon’s prophecy I am sure Mary pondered what his words would mean for the baby she held in her arms.

Twelve years later, Jesus would be lost for three days and then found in the temple. Losing a child is every parents’ worst nightmare. O the joy that must have filled Mary’s heart the moment she saw her son in the temple sitting among the teachers. Jesus returned home with her and she treasured all that was said about him in her heart. Scripture does not mention Jesus and Mary being separated like that again until his crucifixion. Everywhere Jesus was, there was Mary.

Mary had perfect faith in the promise of God. Like Abraham with Isaac, Mary believed that if her son were offered as a sacrifice, God would raise him back up. It is my speculation that Mary was not with the women who went to the tomb on Sunday morning because she was the only one who was there when her son was resurrected from the dead. She was the first person he saw when he came out of the tomb. She was the first person to hold him when he came back to this world, just as she was the first person to hold him when he first came into this world, just as she was the last one to hold his lifeless body after his death. The immaculate heart that was pierced by a sword was the first one healed by the risen Christ. Mary was there because she had perfect faith in her son’s promise.

Mary is also not listed as being in the upper room where the Disciples hid for fear of Jewish persecution. She was not there offering support or trying to ease the guilt of betrayal they were feeling. She was not there being comforted by them for the loss of her son. I believe that instead of cowering in the upper room, she waited in joyful anticipation for the promise to be fulfilled.

This is what makes Mary is the greatest example for the Church and for each of us. Mary is the pinnacle of God’s creation and the greatest member of our race. She is what God wants us to become. She shows us what we are capable of achieving. It is true that Mary received special graces that we have yet to receive, but instead of those graces we were given the Blessed Mother to model our lives on.

Not only can we do these things, but these are what we are called to do as Christians. In giving Mary to us when he was on the cross, Jesus made Mary our mother too. From her immaculate heart we receive unconditional and sacrificial love as she draws all her children closer to her son. And with a mother’s love she intercedes on our behalf with her son who intercedes for us with the Father.

In as much as a father is the head of a family, a mother is its heart. A father guides and leads. A mother nurtures and comforts. The immaculate heart of Mary is the immaculate heart of the Church and through it we learn to give a mother’s care to those in the most need. Being able to see others through the eyes of a mother, especially through the eyes of the mother who held the baby Jesus tight to her bosom, enables us to live fully Jesus’ command to love one another as he has loved us.

Where does your faith place you? Do you cower in the upper room with the Disciples in fear of what the world will do to you or do you stand with Mary at the tomb joyfully anticipating the return of the Lord?

My heart is full because the tomb was empty.

Choices

If the essence of God could be captured in one thought, it would be that of sacrificial love. God has power. God has knowledge. God is the source of all truth and all holiness. God is sacrificial love. For love to exist there has to be a choice. If I were forced to love you, I could not love you.

The angels were created out of love, but for the purpose of service. They were created with full knowledge of who God is. They did not have the choice to love or not love God. They were given the choice to serve God or serve themselves.

God went a different route when he created man. Man was created with no knowledge of who God is. God then courts us, revealing himself to us, so that we come to know and love him. God woos his beloved in the hope that we may come to love him as he loves us. The choice is always ours to make.

During the season of Lent and throughout holy week we will be given a number choices to make. Each choice is intended to draw us ever closer to God. Many of these choices will go seemingly unnoticed by us. In the end, the choices we make during this time will determine where we will spend eternity.

It all begins with the feeding of the 5000. Jesus miraculously multiplies the loaves and the fish to feed a multitude of people. This was done as a preconfiguration of the Sacrament of the Eucharist he would shortly institute. Jesus went off with the Twelve to rest and pray. The people followed because they longed for more.

This begins the bread of life discourse where Jesus tells us that his body is true food and his blood true drink and if we do not eat his flesh and drink his blood that we have no life within us. Jesus had just given them a preview on how he intended to do this, but they could not understand. Unable to accept his teaching, the people left him in mass numbers.

Jesus was heralded as a king as he entered into Jerusalem on Palm Sunday. The people looked for him to fulfill the messianic prophecy to return and free Israel from the occupying Romans. Many became disillusioned and disappointed when he didn’t fulfill this prophecy in the way they expected. Their hearts grew cold as even more turned from him.

Then came the night in the garden when Jesus was betrayed with a kiss by one of his closest friends. When the temple guards seized him the rest of his inner circle fled, leaving him alone and rejected. His closest friend, Peter, publicly denied ever knowing him. Pilate presented Jeus to the people, giving them the opportunity to have him released. The people chose Bar Abbas instead. Jesus was finally crucified along side two other criminals, one to his left and one to his right.

The Triduum is the most powerful three days in all of human history. It starts with a simple Passover meal. Jesus teaches the Twelve how to serve each other sacrificially by washing their feet. He establishes the priesthood and institutes the Holy Sacrament of the Eucharist. He fulfills what he began with the multiplication of the loaves and the fish, and revealed to his disciples how he intended to feed us with his body and blood throughout all time. We are given the choice to eat of the flesh of the son of man each time we attend a Catholic Mass. We can take him at his word, or we can walk away from him because this teaching is too difficult for us to accept.

As we stand amid the crowd when Pilate offers the choice on who to release, we get the choice to make Jesus the Lord of our lives or if we want the world to be lord over us. Do we accept Jesus into our hearts or do we demand Bar Abbas with the rest of the crowd?

On Good Friday we are presented with the most important decision we will ever have to make. In a rock quarry just outside of the city gate, Jesus was hung upon a cross. He took upon himself the punishment for the sins of all humanity and offered up for us greatest of all sacrifices. On his right and his left were two men who were also being executed for their crimes. The good thief turned towards Jesus and sought forgiveness. The other thief turned from Jesus, mocking him.

On the cross of Christ hung the salvation and redemption of the world. Through this sacrifice the gates of heaven were opened and the offer of eternal life with God in heaven was given. This is an offer extended to us through sacrificial love and because it is an offering of love it comes with a choice.

The cross of the good thief represents God’s offer of mercy. To die upon that cross means to have a turning of the heart back towards God. One must be truly sorry for the sins they have committed. One needs to be contrite and ask for God’s forgiveness. That forgiveness depends on our willingness to forgive each other. Lord, forgive us our sins as we forgive those who have sinned against us. If we want 100% of God’s mercy, we have to be willing to give 100% of our mercy.

The cross of the other thief represents the Justice of God. If we choose not to turn to the Lord with a contrite heart and choose love of self over love of God, we will receive God’s justice for what we have done in our lives. We will be given that for which we deserve. Hell is our final destination.

We get to choose which cross we get to die upon. Our choice becomes binding at our deaths. We will be asked one question when we are called to stand before our Lord at the end of our days.

“Do you love me?”

More important than our answer to that question will be the cross that we bear when asked it. Jesus said to deny ourselves, pick up our crosses, and follow him. We will be found carrying the cross of mercy for the love of God or will we be found being the cross of love of self and worldly things.

That is a choice only you can make.

The fiery crucible in which true heroes are forged.

If you ever get the chance to visit the holy land or a middle eastern city and venture out into the marketplace you might come across a silver or goldsmith working his trade. It is quite interesting to watch. They heat a crucible with an intense fire until it is glowing red. Then they drop the ore containing the gold or silver into the crucible and it begins to melt. As it melts some of the impurities in the metal float to the top and are burned off. Others drop to the bottom. What you are left with is pure silver and gold. When the time is right the smith pours off the liquid into whatever mold he is using. If you were to ask the smith when he knew the metal was pure and ready to be poured, he will tell you that when he can look into the liquid and see his face the metal is ready.

“In this you greatly rejoice, even though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been distressed by various trials, so that the proof of your faith, being more precious than gold which perishes though tested by fire, may be found to result in praise, glory, and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ; and though you have not seen Him, you love Him, and though you do not see Him now, but believe in Him, you greatly rejoice with joy inexpressible and full of glory, obtaining as the outcome of your faith, the salvation of your souls.”

- 1 Peter 1: 6-9

It is no coincidence that there are many places in scripture that refers to our faith being tested like gold in a furnace. We are allowed to experience pain and sorrow, temptation and suffering, so that our faith in God may be purified. We all were made in the image and likeness of God. That image was veiled when sin entered the world. You could say that the image of God was covered over by the ore of sin. It has never been lost. It lies deep inside us waiting to be uncovered.

Just as gold ore needs to be purified before it can be made into a beautiful necklace, our souls need purification before we can stand before God. Nothing imperfect can enter heaven. Likewise, nothing perfect can enter hell. Life is the crucible in which we are placed to be purified. The trials and sufferings of this life are the fire of God’s love that slowly purifies us. When God can look into the crucible and see his image in us, we are ready to spend eternity with him in heaven. We have been given this life to reclaim that image in which we were made. Recovering that image always results in a loss. When we give up our earthly attachments we will be less than what we were going in, but what is left behind is far more valuable.

God does not delight in our suffering. It was not the plan he had for us. God allows us to suffer so that our imperfections can be known to us. He knows our imperfections better than we ever could. We do not know where our faith is weakest until we are tested. It is only then that we can reach out to God and ask for his healing hand in our lives.

“I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.”

- Ezekiel 36: 26

Suffering is the currency of love. We only love someone in as much as we are willing to suffer for them. That is what makes the crucifixion the greatest act of love mankind will ever know. Currency is only as good as the thing it is spent upon. Money hoarded in a jar under the bed is utterly useless. Suffering, being the currency of love, is just as useless when kept for one’s self. Catholics believe in redemptive suffering. St. Paul said that he makes up in his own body that which is lacking in the sufferings of Christ on the cross. What could possible be lacking in the crucifixion? Quite simply, our participation in it.

When we unite our suffering with Christ’s, it is taken up to heaven and offered for the salvation and redemption of mankind. The Father takes our offering, blesses it, and returns it to us as his grace. This gives our suffering far greater purpose than just the purification of our souls. We get to participate in the sanctification of the world. When done out of love this greatly pleases the Father.

Suffering is not something to be feared or avoided when it is understood properly. It is God’s loving hand trying to get you to heaven. Offer it to him as your personal sacrifice, united with Jesus’ crucifixion. If you are capable and willing ask God to allow you to bear the suffering for another who may not be able to bear it for themselves. It is a great act of love to suffer for another and love is never waisted with God. When you suffer ask God to help you bear the suffering with dignity so that you can be the example to others of what the face of redemptive suffering looks like.

May God look into the crucible of your life and see his image therein.

I Want

The Fall of Mankind

“Now the serpent was more cunning than any animal of the field which the LORD God had made. And he said to the woman, “Has God really said, ‘You shall not eat from any tree of the garden’?”

The woman said to the serpent, “From the fruit of the trees of the garden we may eat; but from the fruit of the tree which is in the middle of the garden, God has said, ‘You shall not eat from it or touch it, or you will die.’”

The serpent said to the woman, “You certainly will not die! For God knows that on the day you eat from it your eyes will be opened, and you will become like God, knowing good and evil.”

When the woman saw that the tree was good for food, and that it was a delight to the eyes, and that the tree was desirable to make one wise, she took some of its fruit and ate; and she also gave some to her husband with her, and he ate. Then the eyes of both of them were opened, and they knew that they were naked; and they sewed fig leaves together and made themselves waist coverings.”

The sin of Eve was taking that for yourself that God did not freely give. Eve was not only the mother of all humanity but she was also the mother of all sin. She led her husband into sin, but Adam’s greatest sin was not so much that he ate the forbidden fruit his wife gave him to eat, but that he failed to protect his wife from the serpent. Adam’s greatest mistake was blaming God and his wife for his failure. Adam did not have a repentant heart. Instead of owning his mistake he blamed others for it. We may still be living in the garden of Eden if only Adam could have asked for forgiveness.

My mother claimed to be Buddhist. In the last week of her life, as she lay dying in the hospital, she asked to speak to a minister. I went to the Lutheran church of my childhood to ask the pastor there if he would visit my mother. The he was actually a she, a woman pastor. In our conversation I told her that I was in formation to be a Roman Catholic deacon. She scoffed at this and told me that she was once also Catholic. She chose to leave the Church because they would not allow her to become a priest.

“So,” I replied, “The sin of Eve then?” She looked at me quizzically. “Taking that for yourself that God did not freely give.” The pretty much ended our conversation.

Desire is one of the most powerful and the most cunning weapons in the devil’s arsenal. It is also one of the easiest he has to use. God put into the human heart great desire. The first desire is the desire to know, love, and be with our God. The entire purpose of life is to learn to love the way God loves so that we can reclaim the image of him who we were created in. We all were created in the image and likeness of God, but that image and likeness was veiled by Eve’s sin.

We were also instilled with a great desire to be in relationship with one another. We were created by Love, through love, for love, to be loved, and to love. Love longs to be shared and it grows when it is. In the slightly modified words of Obi-Wan Kenobi,

“Love is an energy field created by all living things. It surrounds us and penetrates us; it binds the galaxy together."

Because desire is such a strong emotion, it can easily be manipulated. This is why we are surrounded by a constant barrage of advertisements. Advertisements attempt to manipulate your desire to make you believe you truly need whatever they have to offer. The devil manipulates desire in the same way to get us to sin. Anyone who loves God never wants to do anything to hurt him. Adam and Eve certainly weren’t looking to hurt God when they ate the forbidden fruit. The problem is that we are so blinded by desire that we can’t see the damage that will happen if we give in to the object of that desire.

With desire God gave us the ability to discern. We are to use our intellect to determine if something we want is good for us or not. It is not enough to discern if something is good for us alone. We also have to be aware of how our choices affect those around us. We are called to be in relationship with one another so we also need to be concerned how our choices affect those we are in relationship with.

Vocation means to be called. We often associate it with the clergy and religious. I was called to be a deacon. In reality, we are all called to a specific purpose. Some are called to be teachers, some soldiers, others are called to be great leaders, and some are called to be mothers. Life is like a finely tuned Swiss watch. It runs perfectly when all parts are doing the tasks they were created to do. None of the parts are more important than the others. Even the smallest cog fulfills a great purpose and if it fails to do what it was created to do the whole watch fails in its purpose.

The trouble is that the Holy Spirit is not the only spirit capable of calling a person to something. The evil spirit can do this as well. This is why it is so crucial to discern every calling. A calling from God will never go against something God has established. A calling from God is always for the betterment of the people he loves. Any calling that goes against something God has commanded is never from God no matter how strong it may be.

Take for instance our Lutheran pastor. She felt called by God to be a priest. She felt it so strongly that when it was denied to her, she left the Church that God created to seek that which a man-made church allowed her to do. God established the all-male priesthood. There is good theology as to why he did this but that will have to be a topic for another day. If God established the all-male priesthood and he wanted it to be an all-male priesthood only, he would never put the desire into a woman’s heart to be a priest. The devil, on the other hand, would put the desire to be a priest into a woman’s heart. Just as he used Eve to destroy man’s relationship with God in the garden, he uses women in an attempt to destroy the priesthood and, through that, the Church from within.

At the heart of every sin is the desire to take for ourselves that which God does not freely give. Sin always begins with, “I want.”

Sheep or Goat - Your Choice

The Judgment

“But when the Son of Man comes in His glory, and all the angels with Him, then He will sit on His glorious throne. And all the nations will be gathered before Him; and He will separate them from one another, just as the shepherd separates the sheep from the goats; and He will put the sheep on His right, but the goats on the left.

“Then the King will say to those on His right, ‘Come, you who are blessed of My Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world. For I was hungry, and you gave Me something to eat; I was thirsty, and you gave Me something to drink; I was a stranger, and you invited Me in; naked, and you clothed Me; I was sick, and you visited Me; I was in prison, and you came to Me.’ Then the righteous will answer Him, ‘Lord, when did we see You hungry, and feed You, or thirsty, and give You something to drink? And when did we see You as a stranger, and invite You in, or naked, and clothe You? And when did we see You sick, or in prison, and come to You?’ And the King will answer and say to them, ‘Truly I say to you, to the extent that you did it for one of the least of these brothers or sisters of Mine, you did it for Me.’

“Then He will also say to those on His left, ‘Depart from Me, you accursed people, into the eternal fire which has been prepared for the devil and his angels; for I was hungry, and you gave Me nothing to eat; I was thirsty, and you gave Me nothing to drink; I was a stranger, and you did not invite Me in; naked, and you did not clothe Me; sick, and in prison, and you did not visit Me.’ Then they themselves also will answer, ‘Lord, when did we see You hungry, or thirsty, or as a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not take care of You?’ Then He will answer them, ‘Truly I say to you, to the extent that you did not do it for one of the least of these, you did not do it for Me, either.’ These will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into eternal life.”

-Matthew 25: 31-46

The United States is a country built upon the immigrant. The four years of the Biden administration has seen an influx of tens of millions of new immigrants from all over the world. Rolling the calendar over to 2025, we expect there to be a concentrated effort by President Trump to deport as many of these people as he can.

Every country has a duty to protect its citizens. Regardless of your political leanings, we all should be able agree that letting millions of unvetted people roam free in our country is not necessarily safe. Just from a health standpoint alone we have no idea of the diseases that our population has now been exposed to. There are diseases that we no longer inoculate for because we believe them to be irradicated that would wreak havoc upon our population if they were exposed. The call for mass deportation is not made out of fear or hatred for the immigrant. The safety of our citizens must be given priority.

But as Christians, that is not our top priority. In fact, unless we work for one of the many agencies whose job it will be to handle this situation, the legal status of a person in this country should not even be a concern for us. We do not reserve our love and care for those with legal status only. Jesus is very clear when he tells us that the place we will spend eternity is dependent to how we respond to those in need. He does not preface his parable by talking about the legality of a person in need. That is because sacrificial love knows no bounds. We are commanded to care for everyone in need regardless of who they are, where they are from, or why they are here, including those who wish to do us harm.

Yes, we are called to care for our enemies because even they have been made in the image and likeness of God and have been bestowed with the same dignity inherent in every person. That does not mean that we allow them to roam free and do as they wish. But it also means that we do not torture or abuse them either.

The coming years are going to put our faith to the test. The government is going to count on you to assist them in gathering up all those who came here in the last four years. I can’t help but to have the images of cattle cars full of Jews who were rounded up in WWII stuck in my head. No, we do not have an evil government and we won’t be sending these people off to their deaths, but back to their countries of origin. That is a distinction we have to draw. At the same time, it will indeed bring the deaths of some we do send back. That is a fact we have to acknowledge and accept.

During the covid pandemic some government agencies set up hotlines you could call and report your family or neighbors who had a gathering of people in their homes or other places. We can expect the same type of hotlines setup to report where those who are here illegally are hiding. We will be encouraged to do our part for the safety of our country. We, by all means, should be reporting any known activity that puts another in danger, like Tren de Aragua, the Venezuelan gangs that are terrorizing so many neighborhoods in our country. As people of God we should never call these numbers to report the immigrant family who wants nothing more than to have a better life for themselves and contribute to society.

The Holy Family were once refugees themselves, fleeing from their home country to another because the king of that country wanted to kill an innocent baby over fears that he would one day rise up and take his power. When we give aid to refugee families who are here for much the same reason we give aid to Jesus, Mary, and Joseph. As Jesus said in the parable, “What you have done for the least of these you have done for me.”

Do not find yourself on the wrong side of this coin when you go to stand before Jesus to render an account for your life. A false sense of patriotic duty does not come before a command of God. We have been commanded to love and care for those in need around us. Failure to do so will have you grouped with the goats who will depart to the place created for the devil and his demons.

Duty vs Charity

In the parable of the sheep and the goats Jesus makes it very clear that we are to care for those who need our help. He promises heaven for those who perform the corporal works of mercy while warning that hell awaits those who refuse a person in need. To review, the corporal works of mercy are:

• To feed the hungry.
• To give water to the thirsty.
• To clothe the naked.
• To shelter the homeless.
• To visit the sick.
• To visit the imprisoned, or ransom the captive.
• To bury the dead.

For a Christian, this means doing more than just handing some cash to the homeless guy on the corner holding a cardboard sign. We have forgotten the difference between duty and charity. Duty is something we are obligated to do. Charity is something we do out of love. Suffering is the currency of love, so true charity involves suffering and sacrifice.

We have the duty to care for someone when we are able. For example –

You see a homeless man shivering in the cold without a coat. You remember that you have a spare coat in your closet at home that you are not using. You go home, get the coat, and give it to the man.

Although you may be feeling charitable for doing this, it is not charity. This is a duty we are obliged to do. We have something extra that someone who needs it does not have. We are giving from our abundance. The devil wants us to feel charitable because the more charitable we feel the less charitable we are willing to be. God does not want us to feel charitable. He wants us to be charitable.

True charity involves suffering and sacrifice. Charity does not rely on a feeling or look for anything in return. Charity is only concerned about the good of another. It is charitable when you give a homeless man the coat off your back, knowing that he needs it more than you do. You will have to suffer for a time until you can replace the coat for yourself.

It pleases God when we are willing to suffer for one another. We have been given this life to learn to love how God loves, which is sacrificially. The more we love without limit the more we reclaim the image that we were created in.

As Christians, we are called to be both dutiful and charitable with others. It does not matter who they are, where they came from, their orientation, they way they vote, immigration status, or any other reason you can conjure up. As Jesus says in the parable, “Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.”

Who's Mom's Favorite?

One of the biggest debates between my sisters and me was which one of us was my father’s favorite child. The week before he died, he called all three of us into his hospital room and decided to end the debate once and for all. He told us the order of his most to least favorite child.

Most parents will say that they love all of their children equally. That does not mean that you favor your children equally. There are valid reasons to favor one child over another. A child may have a special need that requires more attention. Some favor their first born or their last born. Some favor a daughter over a son or vice versa. Some children are more independent and some more needy. Every child is different.

The Catholic Church teaches that Mary was a perpetual virgin. She did not have any children other than Jesus. We believe this because she stood at the foot of the cross with only friends and relatives. The last thing Jesus did upon the cross was to entrust the care of his mother to his beloved disciple. If Mary had any other children this, not only would have not been necessary, but it would have been scandalous for Jesus to do. Jesus fulfilled the command to honor thy mother and father and would have not violated Jewish custom by entrusting his mother to Saint John had he had any siblings or step-siblings.

Mary’s perpetual virginity was a gift to her. It allowed her to dedicate her life and her love solely to Jesus. Imagine the jealousy that being the brother or sister of Jesus would have caused. Mom loves you best because you’re God. Of course you’re mom’s favorite!

But this doesn’t only apply to Mary. It causes issues for Joseph as well.

There is a (t)radition in the Eastern Church that Joseph was an older man and a widow. The thought is that he had children with his first wife. This is a belief that the Western Church does not hold. Personally, I believe we can use the same logic we use to say that Mary had no other children with Joseph as well.

The infancy narrative in the gospel of Luke tells us that Joseph had to go back to his ancestorial home of Bethlehem to be counted in a mandatory census. He traveled there with Mary when she was ready to give birth. If Joseph had any other children, they too would have had to go to Bethlehem to be counted in the mandatory census. If this is true then one of two things would have happened. The first is that Joseph and Mary would have stayed with Joseph’s other children. But this wasn’t the case. They tried to find room at an inn. If Joseph had other children and they had no place to stay they would have stayed in the stable with Joseph and Mary. The gospel does not say that either of these things happened.

In fact, no gospel ever mentions Joseph having other children in any story of the infant Jesus. They were not mentioned when Joseph, Mary, and Jesus had to flee to Egypt. They were not mentioned when Jesus was presented in the temple. They weren’t mentioned when Jesus was lost and then found in the temple at the age of twelve. Joseph and Mary’s only concern was finding him. There is no mention of other children until late into Jesus’ public ministry when scripture talks about the brethren of the Lord. Protestants, who want to believe that Mary was just a normal person with a normal life and a normal marriage, read this out of context to support their desire that Jesus had brothers and sisters. If Mary was just another schmuck like the rest of us there would be no reason to pay her the honor she deserves.

Now imagine being Joseph and having other children, either with a first wife or with Mary. He would have been just the foster father of Jesus while being the actual father to other children. It would have made it very difficult not to favor those children who came first or biological children who came after. This would be especially true if Mary dedicated herself to Jesus and the other kids relied more upon their father. Joseph was not created immaculately and was subject to the same concupiscence we all are. Having only one child, a child that God asked him to care for as his very own, would have been just as much a gift to Joseph as he was for Mary.

For God so loved the world, that He gave His only Son, so that everyone who believes in Him will not perish, but have eternal life. Mary so loved God that she did the same thing. She gave her only son for the salvation and redemption of the world.

Thank You!

When I first entered into formation one of the people in my class asked me to tell my conversion story. Because he was not alone, I created this blog. My family and the majority of my friends were not Catholic, so when I finished telling my story I decided to use this blog to explain why Catholics do the things they do.

What started with just a handful of people reading has now been read by people in over seventy-seven different countries. I am amazed at how one small voice can reach people in every corner of the globe and I am truly humbled by it.

To all of you who have taken the time to read something on this blog I would like to say thank you. You are the reason I continue to write. If you are reading this, take a moment to leave me a comment with your first name and where you are at in the world. I will offer a prayer of thanksgiving and ask for you to be blessed.Please pray for me that I be inspired and guided by the Holy Spirit to always be a holy man who serves God's people with love and humility.

Topics for new blogs are always welcome. If you have any comments, suggestions, or questions feel free to email them to me at DeaconBobCollins@gmail.com. Perhaps you can inspire the next blog entry.

THANK YOU!

Is Purgatory Necessary?

Catholic belief is that purgatory is a state of being between this world and the next where a person goes when they die if they warrant heaven and is not yet in a state of perfection. Non-Catholic Christians reject the idea of purgatory and believe a person goes directly to heaven when they die. I am going to explain the Catholic teaching on purgatory so you can better understand why it is not only a very beautiful teaching, but a very necessary one as well.

In The Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis, senior tempter, Screwtape, refers to humans as amphibians-half spirit and half animal. As spirits we belong to the eternal world, the supernatural world, but as animals we inhabit time. This means that while our spirits can be directed to an eternal object, our bodies, passions, and imaginations are in continual change, for to be in time means to change.

Heaven is eternal or outside of time. If time is the measurement of continual change, and there is not time in heaven, there is no change in heaven. Those in heaven do not change. God is perfect, sacrificial love. Nothing imperfect can exist in the direct presence of God. For a person to be in the direct presence of God he must be perfect as God is perfect.

When God created the angels, he made them perfect, with full knowledge of who he is. They were given free will to worship and serve God or to serve themselves. Because angels can enter heaven and stand before God in timelessness, they have to be in a state of non-change. Once an angel makes their choice it is binding on them for all eternity. This is why angels who were cast out of heaven can never receive salvation and redemption. They are cursed to hell forever.

None of us achieve perfection in this life. We are given this life to work on our perfection, that is, we were given this life to learn to love the way God loves. When we die, we still have work to do. Non-Catholic Christians believe that when we die God takes us where we are at and automatically brings us to the fulfilment of perfection. Perfected, this person is now able to enter into the presence of God in heaven.

The problem with this idea is that it nullifies free will. God respects our free will above all else for not to do so would violate his very nature. God is total, sacrificial love. Love can never be forced. For love to exist there must be a choice. Free will exists so that we can choose to love or reject God. No free will, no ability to love God in return.

This creates a dilemma with the non-Catholic Christian understanding of what happens at our deaths. When we die, we cannot stay here. If God cannot automatically bring us to the fulfillment of perfection, we are unable to behold him in heaven. If we cannot stay here and we cannot enter heaven, where do we go?

The Jews believe in a place called Sheol, or the shadow world known as the Shades. Sheol is a place of stillness and darkness. If you lived a righteous life you would go to the part of Sheol known as the Bosom of Abraham. If you lived an immoral life your soul was consigned to the abyss, or the pit of hell reserved for the devil and his demons.

The Catholic belief of purgatory is similar to Sheol. Purgatory is a place of purgation where we learn to let go of our attachments to this life. This is a place where our love is perfected until only sacrificial love remains. Purgatory is more of a state of being than a physical place. When we die our souls are separated from our bodies and it is our souls that enter into purgatory. Because there is still change there is still time but time is experienced differently. In purgatory we are transitioning from time into timelessness.

Imagine being in a completely dark room with no light. Your eyes become a custom to the dark. Then imagine that you are sudden cast into the brightest light you have ever seen. The light would be so painful to your eyes that you would clench them tightly shut. You would be in agony until your eyes had the time to adjust to the light.

Going from this world into the presence of God is much like that. We are going from the darkness of this world into light itself. God’s light is so bright that we are blinded by it no matter how tightly we try to clutch our eyes shut. Purgatory is a place that allows us to come slowly into the light, only as fast as our eyes can adjust to it.

Purgatory is a very beautiful teaching of the Church. God allows us to continue to grow closer to him even after our time here is complete. It would be so much easier if God could just snap his fingers and make us perfect like him so we can be with him in heaven without having to do a thing ourselves. But if he could do that there would be no purpose for this life. If I have to be perfect to enter heaven, and God cannot just automatically make me perfect when I die, purgatory becomes a very necessary place.

An Army of One

There once was a young man who wanted to serve his country. When he was of legal age, he joined the army and went off to boot camp. After finishing all of his training he was stationed at an army base in Germany. There he went about his day doing all of the things a soldier does, obeying the commands of the officers above him.

The young soldier, however, did not agree with the way the base was being run and with some of the things that they were required to do. He thought that he knew a better way and made suggestions to his superiors on how they should be doing things. He was reminded that he was in the army and that the army had a particular way it did things. Unable to be obedient to the oath he took when he enlisted, the young man decided to leave the army.

But the young man still wanted to serve the country he dearly loved, so he started his own militia. He modeled his militia after the army. It looked like the army. It did army things. It even used the army manual which the young man modified, removing the sections he did not agree with, and changing others to align with his personal opinion on how an army should work.

His militia attracted many people to it who wanted to serve as he did but believed that the army had gone astray and no longer served the purpose for which it was created. They believed themselves to be the true army.

And then, one day it happened. One of the men who had enlisted into the militia and was trained by the militia thought he knew a better way to run the militia. When he was told that this was the militia and that the militia had a particular way of doing things, he too, decided to set out on his own and start his own militia and run it according to his own option on what was right and true. This quickly became a trend as more and more people broke off to start their own militias based upon their own opinions on how best to serve the country. What started off as a few became hundreds, then thousands, and eventually tens of thousands.

The only thing that all of the militias can agree upon is that the army is wrong. Many believe the army to be the true enemy. Some have pulled so far away that their militia no longer resembles the army at all. On occasion, someone reads the actual army manual, the one without sections removed or pages changed, and begins to question why it is thought that the army is wrong. Seeking understanding of the truth, many leave their respective militias and join the army.

Disclaimer - This story is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to persons living or dead is purely coincidental.

Or is it?